matia mou gluka...

poso omorfa mporoun auta ta matia na zwgrafisoun ena xamogelo sta xeili...ti trufero sunesthima dimiourgite otan ta matia milame apo mona tous....

kathos ta matia sou periergazontai ton kosmo i skepsi mou taksideuei dimiourgontas apories aragie ti na skeftete me auta pou blepei....

ma panw apo ola ta matia einai i arxi tou erwta kai metepita i sunexeia tis agapis me ta matia tis psuxis mou agapaw auto to gluko xamogelo kai me ta idia auta matia noiwthw pws agapaw olo ton kosmo...bebaia ta matia tis psuxis einai metaforika alla den peirazei....

perpataw ston dromo kathimerinos kai enno oi psuxes tn anthrwpwn menoun adraneis ta matia paizoun koitane apo edw koitane apo ekei....

poso sumantika einai ta matia se enan anthrwpo...me ta matia sou tha deis gia prwti fora tn anthrwpo pou tha agapas mia zwi,me ta matia tha deis na pernane apo mprosta s oi pio eutuxismenes alla kai pio dustixismenes meres tis zwis sou kai auta ta matia tha sou deiksoun telika oti ekanes to swsto....

kleinw ta matia kai fantazomai tin stigmi pou tha ton parw kapoion stin agkalia m kai tha dw tn omorfoteri kinisi na anoigei kapoios tin agkalia tou kai egw na xamogelaw san mikro koritsaki...me ta matia mou tha dw na sximatizonte sta xeili tous i leksi sagapaw apo tous anthrwpous ppou poli tous agapw kai me ta matia tha doume an stin sousia to pseutiko einai alithino ,i to kalo stin ousia einai kako....

kleise ta matia sou,sou exw mia ekpliksi ax ti omorfo sunaisthima posi agwnia sximatizete stin psuxi mou otan m to lene....kai posi xara den mporeis na perigrapseis ekeini tin stigmi...fernontas ena paradeigma mias poli kalis mou filis otan t agori tis irthe kai tis ekane eklpiksi bebaia dn mporousa na tis pw kleise ta matia sou ,sou exw mia eklipsi alla thelw na epikentrofo sta dakrua tis eutuxias stin xara ton matiwn tis otan antikrise ton anthrwpo pou agapaei....<3

kai pws mia matia tis xwris na mou milisei pou edwse na katalabw poso poli xarike pou sunergastika mazi tou gia na tis dimiourgisw auti tn xara....

den thelw omws na sas deiksw mesa apo tis skepseis mou mono tin kali pleura ....

tha aneferthw kai sto mati pou gennaei kakia ,pou dimiourgei zileia ,pou pligwnei tn egwismo kai tapinoni tin psuxi....to blemma tis adiaforias ...

ekeini tn stigmi ta matia klaine ,ta matia ponane ,ta dakria kulane kai i stigmi pagwnei....i alitheia einai oti klaiw suxna giati eimai poli euaisthiti kai kathe ti mikro m kanei na klapsw me prokali na ponesw....

kai panta thimamai tin gagiaka mou na mou leei min klais allo tha teleiwsoun ta dakrua sou den leipase t matakia s?

omorfa matia ,gluko trufero blemma,o kathreutis tis psuxis mas....koitaw stin thalassa ekei makria kai kleinontas ta matia dimiourgo auta pou thelw kai den exw ,auta pou eixa kai exasa kai milaw eleuthera stin psuxi mou .zwgrafizw me ena pinelo mes stin kardia moy ta oneira mou....

oneira i pragmatikotita?

otan imaste mikroi akolouthoume ton dromo twn megalwn bebaia imaste anthrwpoi kai etsi den mporoume na to katalaboume alla fantastite ena mikro paradeigma mia mama papia kai ta papakia tis na tin akolouthoun se kathe bima tis...xexexe...kai epanerxomai sto thema mas...

megalwnontas arxizoume na kanoume auto pou thewroume emeis swsto stin arxi distaktika rotontas ligo apo edw ligo apo ekei prospathoume na ikanopoiisoume tis anagkes mas...

omws ti ginete otan pleon ksepername auto to stadio otan menoume monoi mas kai prepei na mpoume stin diadikasia tis epilogis na akolouthisoume tin logiki i ta oneira mas...

proswpika polles fores exw skeftei na akolouthisw tin pragmatikotita(tin logiki) alla panta kati me stamataei einai kati mesa mou pou mou dinei dunami na pisteuw sta oneiro, me prokalei na riskarw ta panta kai na akolouthisw auto pou thelw egw...

ti omorfo sunaisthima na kleineis ta matia s kai na zwgrafizeis ta oneira sou poso eukolo einai na dimiourgeis enan kosmo diko sou exontas mono esu ta kleidia...

kai kanenas allos na min mporei na isxorisei ekei mesa...

mesa ston diko sou kosmo mporeis na kaneis auto pou polles fores kapoies peristaseis sto apagoreuoun...

ekei mesa mporeis na zwgrafiseis osa xamogela theleis ,na dimiourgiseis tis pio zestes kalimeres tou kosmou ,na tragoudiseis se ena dwmatio ta pio gluka sagapw tou kosmou....na agapiseis kai na agapitheis se kathe sou kinisei ..na klapseis gia kati pou den mporeis na apoktiseis...NA KLAPSEIS??? ma ti lew... se auto to kosmo tipota den mporei na dimiourgisei kristalina diamantia sta matia sou tipota den mporei na se stamatisei gia na ftaseis stin akri tou oneirou ,na taxidepseis stin pio krufi sou epithimia kai kanenas den mporei na sou klepsei auto pou esu me tin skepei sou mporeis na dimiourgiseis...kathe fora pou noiwthw moni zwntaneuw sto mualo mou anthrwpous pou an itan konta m kai tha mporousan na mou prosferoun mia glukia koubenta ma mexri na to skeftw exw idi xamogelasei kai egw brei dunami na pistepsw pws i monaksia isws polles fores einai i pio glukia parea,poses fores exw skeftei ax poso tha ithela na eixa dipla mou mia zesti agalia kai kleinw ta matia m kai skeftomai tis stigmes pou exw apothikeusi apo mia agkalia tou agoriou mou ,enws filou m,ma poso mallon tis oikogeneias mou...oneireuomai polles fores kai panta simaxos mou einai ta sxedia..agapaw tin stigmi pou ksaplwnw sto krebati mou kai skeftomai to spiti pou tha ftiaksw kapote,latreuw tin stigmi pou sinantaw sto dromo mou mia oikogeneia me xamogela pou exoun mikroi megali kai skeftomai pws tha ithela egw na einai i oikogeneia mou ...latreuw na paizw sto dromo me ta skulakia kai na kanw sxedia gia to poso paixnidiariko tha einai to diko mou skulaki pou tha apoktisw argotera...

kai ta oneira mou sunexizonte gia tin douleia pou tha exw megalwnontas an to afentiko mou tha einai austiro i sumpathitiko i mipws mporesws na kataferw na epibiwsw moni mou ston epaggelmtiko tomea...

oneira oneira oneira pantou...taxideuoun se olokliro ton kosmo kai gemizoun xamogela ton kosmou ..dinoun dunami se kathe anthrwpo kai pote den ta plirwneis pote den s einai baros....

bebaia gia tous realistes tis upothesis tha mporousa na sumfwnisw me kathe tous protasi den sas kribw oti exoun apoluto dikio alla i pragmatikotita sou dimiourgei ta perissotera problimata to 1 problima sto diplasiazei ...kai den s afinei na ziseis to twra ....

egrapsa auto to keimeno giati den gnwrizw akoma an einai kalutero na sunexisw t oneira pou mou kanoun suntrofia i an tha prepei na anoiksw tin porta tis pragmatikotitas...kai anarwtiemai an pote tha mporousa na sundiasw kai t duo mazi....

to aspro me to mauro mas kanoun to gkri ...ta oneira me tin pragmatikotita ti apotelesma mporei na mas bgalei ?